It does not look hard, but it was!
Doubt was present in most of our minds. Our saving grace was the singular rope that hung from a tree at the top of the small falls. I still had some doubt considering I am scared of heights. Well, Sarah was the first person after Devon (Yvonne's son, who was leading us on the hike) to scale the wall. She is a seasoned adventurer so she made it up with only a bit of help. I took the plunge next. It was rough, to say the least. I got about two thirds of the way up and panicked. It was a moment I will never forget because my mind was split between being terrified that I would fall and being determined as anything to get to the top of that rock. The most crucial decisions in life often provoke these same thoughts, I have found. Half of me says to take the risk and the other half says to take the safe route. Although there is no correct answer, I personally think it is more exciting to take the risky choice. I think this is sort of a small story that describes what exactly we are doing here in Grenada. There are so many unknowns right now for myself and the other interns. As of now, we only have one general job which is to gather information. We could let the lack of structure get to us, or the difference in culture, or the occasional uncomfortable situation but those things are what should keep us going. I have been thinking a lot about how the world works, as well as humans and I whole heartedly think that how one sees life is up to the individual. So from here on out I am keeping a positive mindset about everything. I am here to help CFFI, in the long run, improve the lives of many farmers. Each day when I wake up I have the decision to take the risk, and I accept the challenge. I want to be put on edge, whether it be a conversation that needs to happen or a big rock I have to climb, I will find the power inside myself to do it. What CFFI is beginning is something remarkable that if committed to, can change many lives and that excites me profoundly. |
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